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 Posted:
20 Nov 2005 03:43 am Post subject: too many
memories |
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I dont really have one special memory I think of
when I think of my cousin. It has been really hard for me to even go
home to Buckhannon since his death. It is almost not real to me.
Memories of Andrew seem to lurk everywhere for me. I cant go running,
ride my bike, or even drive down certain roads without thinking of him.
I was never really close to him until I started dating one of his good
friends. Then, I was around him almost every day. I remember going
running one time with Andrew and Adrien and my boyfriend. I felt so
cool, because I was running with the guys. LOL. I always thought very
highly of Andrew, even in his worst state of mind. He and I had a lot in
common. I almost think if we hadnt been cousins "by marriage", we would
have been perfect for each other. Weird to say or think of but Andrew
was a cutie. Just like Andrew, I sometimes get really down. I want to
end all of my misery. When I get this way, I think of Andrew. The
thought of him gives me hope to endure things I normally could not. I
also think of his little sister. She is smart, precious and has more
love and energy for the world than anyone I have ever met. She brings me
joy just being around here for a few minutes. Now, I live my life and do
many things in Andrew's name, spirit, and the love I have for him |
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